new myspace layout. again the same weird background since im out of pattern backgrounds. hah. i dont like patterns so much , only for profiles and stuffs not hoodies and blahh, lol. well sunday=3 weddings. haha. i went 2 only , other one i stayed in the car and now im bloated with nasi briyani/cakes/fruits. lol. and went to sgh too visit mom friend whose having cancer. poor her, get well soon auntie nora! drove back home ard 4plus. well we came out 10.45am siaa for first wedding, early right? i wore my fav dark blue baju songket kurung.haha. okay enuff of today activities. well had some talk with bby, had some probs. here's for you bby read it carefully, haha.

firstly i want you to know that i'll always love you no matter what. no other guys can melt me cept you. lol. and even though we had ups and downs i will still love you lah dont worry. i know ure scared of losing me and blaaahh but you see i dont think of you like 24/7 yknow , you have to understand me . cmon youre just my bf that i love and would like to be faithfull for a long time but im the one that always call you and now youre saying im different now and that i dont always talk long enuff with you ? okay i know you said let you call me , but i dont like it , really.

its irritating shits. only i do the calling . and fyi its my wish to talk to you for hours or mins whatsoever. youre not the boss here mister. and dont you ever think about yourself. even though i know ure kind and stuffs but youre not my momma mannnxzxz. i still love you . but you need to change ure attitude of being too loving. see i dont get jelaks, if i do, i'll always say to myself that deep down, i still love you. my love for you now is still hundred percent bby.but dont get me wrong for other stuffs like onlining and not layaning you and stuffs. its all small matter. just accept it that farihin is in a good mood to use comp and not calling you .she love to go online rather to call you , so ? i mean i'd rather meet you and talk to you in person . tell me how often we meet this june hols? like almost everyday mannxzxzxzzz , so muhd syafiq, if i dont lyn you when im at home, just ignore and do your own stuffs , dont think of me for hours sia tk perlu man. okay 3 words for this essay, i love you. just tht i hate if ure too loving , its irritatinggg! i hope you dont change as in fully change and not care for me anymore just take note that i dont like talking to you cs youre not fun enuff and all we talk otf is like repeat and repeat and more repeat. okay i think i'll end , dont leave me alright dear. our 1 year 1 month is coming and i wanna buy for you smtg yo ! ;D