i love you so much , but its just that you keep calling and i can't help it.

its just annoying and stuffs , i know u really love me and that u wanna be close with me.

but you gotta understand that bby, that i have strict parents and im born living in a strict life.

u can't change that.you keep calling even my mom irritates that.

plus im asking only one yang, fetch or send me from school thats all. i cant be so close with you

cause i need to make my parents happy, they're my first priority.

i love them alot. and i really have to save my love life when i grow up.

its not that i wanna leave you, i really want us to go far. and i have to do well in my n's to take o's.

its not that easy yang, i really have to proof to my mom that i can do well for exams so that i can be with you.

the only thing i can be together with you is to get an o cert.and afterthat i'll spend my time with you.

so i just want you to know that i hate repeated calls , and another thing yang,

i want a healthy relationship.

so if you love me, do well for your o's pleaseeeee.

i really want to make it clear that i will not let you go.

its just a matter of time.

lastly, i hope u won't feel hurt after reading this.

i just want us to be happy.

forgive me if ive spit out harsh words on you , sorry.

i'll try not to hurt you bby but you have to understand my feelings for now.

nowadays i just slept early as 7pm just to avoid calls from you, im sorry.

i don't want you to be crazy over me .

so i only talk to you after school or on the phone sometimes. i have to do this bby.

not that i ask u to forget about me, its just that im asking you to lessened our connection so that i can study. bby i love you so much, please forgive me for everything.

youre my one and only and no one can replace you.

ilysyafiq<3